the harder the better

arghh.its 6pm on Monday and aku still tak alek kL lagi!!aduhh.kalaw gerak skang comfirm sampai kL nanti jam!!so rilex dulu.well,kinda berat hati nak tinggalkan jB.ye la,miss my mom cook,miss my family,miss my room(the only territory i had) and most of all miss her!!well,wat to do,better aku grak kL since die pon nak SPM esok,so tak nak la ganggu die.let her focus.but nanti schedule die ada gap like 1minggu lebey,so bley la aku alek jB and teman die.huhu.be there for her at least.but,erm.tah laa.bukan tak leh nak berjaohan,its juz kitorang baru knal,and still in da process of knowing each other,tapi belom lagi we strenghthen our relationship,we hav to be far away,separate by da distance.but i'll always believe,distance is not a probs.its juz we have to trust each other,and to gain the trust,for sure susah,and as u know,aku kat kL and die kat jB,lagi la susah.tapi i told her,if we manage to get through dis coming 3months,we will succeed in da future.coz she's gonna study in kL,and i cant wait for it!!well,hopefully dis coming 3 months will fly fast coz i reallie cant wait to be wif her.memang la in dis 3 months aku akan balek jB,tapi different.when aku nak balek jB memang best,cume da hardest part when aku nak blah kL balek.gosh,i hate it!!well,i gave her a dozen of white roses and white bear,so dat those flowers and bear will accompany her when she study,instead of me calling her or texting her.i hope so.well,later aku nak blah kL,hopefully everything gonna be fine for dis 2 weeks,coz aku akan balek jB lagi for her.i'll always do anything for u dear.ok la.dah kol 6 lebey,aku nak pack barang2.byk lagi tak pack nie.life must go on.and i hav to go on wit it!!i miss u shumi!!gewd luck for ur SPM.i'll pray for ur flying colors result!!